if u already knew, why ask?

i think the title speaks for itself.

why bother asking me for the address when u already knew where it is?

Computer spoilt

Blogging thru phone. Super upset. :(

20 December, 2010 10:56

你知道吗？

我好想念你啊。。。

不知道为什么，

只要一想起你，

就会做些莫名其妙的事。

圣诞节就快到了。

它又太多你的回忆，

很容易让人窒息。

不能想也不应该在想了。

我虽然如此的告诉自己，

但脑袋总是不听话。

不知不觉思绪就飘到你那了。

算算有几年了。。。

三年了吧？还是四年了？

不明白自己为什么如此不争气。

明明老是说忘记忘记，放手放手。。。
但是。。。

应该是季节的关系。

也许过了圣诞，就不会如此情绪化。

exams over!!!!

finally!

i dun think i did well for the paper. but shld be able to scrap a pass. :)

i love to study but pls… can we dun have exams?
took leave to study at home but really… no mood to study at all…
end up reading story book, play computer, eat… everything but study… =P

but going to work tml…
what a good way to start my wkend…
shld be sleeping early but just not in the mood…

fridays are meant for staying up isnt it? @__@

anyway, think i’ve officially “flipped face” with that colleague.
din even bother to talk to each other when we saw each other in the class today.
surprisingly another colleague said hi. and that’s someone who i nv said hi to before.. ={

but it really doesnt matter to me lah.
just hope that boss wont look for me to talk talk over this matter.
i just want to continue working peacefully.
if he want to find trouble, then pls look for someone else to fool around with.

anyway, back to talk abt the class..
this module had been one that i truely enjoyed.
and i think i kind of grasped the idea behind all the optimisation techniques.
first time that i’ve been so active in class on my own will.
i actually did discussed with the teachers abt the content and how exactly we are applying them.

maybe i shld write my thesis on something related to this topic.

on the side note…
wondering if it’s just me being too sensitive.
i think i’ve attracted the wrong kind of attention to me.
lets see how things go and decide what’s the next step to take.
i think i’ve already create a distance large enough.
and i cant keep ppl away if not i wont have study kakis next time..

so hopefully it’s just me being too imaginative.
hahahahaa…

i got to admit…

the playful nature of mine still isnt ready to settle down.

i still yearn going out to explore the world.
to travel and meet new people. make new friends. see new things.

but it’s only when i no longer holds the freedom,
did i realise the freedom that i used to have.