天天

太阳天或下雨天
人挤人的咖啡店
找一个能想你舒服的角落

看着情人肩靠肩
慢慢转开我视线
有个男孩让我好想念

我的心
已经飞到这个城市的另一边
想看着你 我爱的脸
把心里的感情都对你说

那马路上天天都在塞
而每个人天天在忍耐
没有你日子很黑白
原来这样就是恋爱
我想要你在我身边
分享生命中的一切

我想要天天说
天天说
天天对你说我有多爱你

天天说~~~I love you~~~

这两天脑里一直播着的歌。
sound cheerful enough?? =）

车上随笔

我好想他。
从学校回家，刚好碰上一辆96，就决定到clementi转地铁。
从96下车后，身旁刚好停了一辆78。忽然觉得好像回到实习的日子。
那么的巧，今天就绑了和那时一样的发型，大大的太阳照下来，感觉真的有点时光倒流。
看着身旁正在让乘客下车的78，有点希望他也刚好下车。
走到地铁站为车资卡添值时，突然想起以前他总会在身旁陪伴。
到了月台坐在一旁的石椅，想像他会不会忽然也出现在相同的地点。
在地铁内，想起以前一起搭地铁的情景。
今天的我想他，好想他。

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好巧，晚上上网的时候见到他。
可惜，他要看球。
而我，可能是太累了。
在找网上足球频道的时候，竟然抱着电脑睡着了。

i think i sound rather negative recently.
erm… maybe not just recently… hahahah…

well, i’ll try to change… hopefully…
hahaha.. after all design project is ending soon!
i just have to press on till next tues! =)

but it’s the first time this yr that i’ll work a 7days wk….
yesterday and today i’ve worked till 10pm before coming back hall.
tml sat and sun still have to stay in sch and continue working.

but still it’s good good good…
as long as design project finishes on time.
everything is good~ =)

Hahaha…

tadpole is a K-PO tadpole!
tadpole tried to find out the exact story that was bothering me
but….

MISSION FAILED!

hahahaha… ended up talking about other things instead.
dun ask me why. i’ve no idea how the topic drift off too…

hahahahaha… but tadpole seriously got a contagious laughter!
hear u laugh i cant help but laugh along too. hahahaha…
and the more i laugh the better my mood become…

so good lah~ next time i bad mood can ask tadpole to laugh.
hahahahahha….

but tadpole said something before too…
笑得最大声的人，往往伤得最重。

wat a day…

今天早报《现在》吴庆康的2359，一定要读。

写得棒极了。

上网找了文章里的那首歌的歌词。

There’s a fine fine line – Avenue Q

There’s a fine, fine line
between a lover, and a friend.
There’s a fine, fine line
between reality, and pretend;
And you never know ’til you reach the top
if it was worth the uphill climb.

There’s a fine, fine line
between love,and a waste of time
There’s a fine, fine line
between a fairy tale, and a lie.

And there’s a fine, fine line
between “you’re wonderful” and “goodbye”.
I guess if someone doesn’t love you back
it isn’t such a crime

But there’s a fine, fine line
between love,and a waste of your time

And I don’t have the time to waste on you anymore.
I don’t think that you even know what you’re looking for.
For my own sanity I’ve got to close the door
And walk away…Oh…

There’s a fine, fine line
between together,and not.
And there’s a fine, fine line
between what you wanted,and what you got.

You gotta go after the things you want
while you’re still in your prime.

There’s a fine, fine line
between love,
and a waste of time.

歌词里写得多好
很多时候，很多事情
就只是 a fine fine line…

今天的2359引起了我的共鸣。
文字工作者就是不一样，
轻而易举的就能够把许多人相同的情绪表达出来。

相比之下，
我连我自己的情绪都不能完整地说出来，
真是差劲。

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uncle robson commented that my angmoh has gone from bad to worst.
shit.
i think i’m too used to using short sentences already. it’s time to correct myself and start writing in paragraphs again.
and ya.. stop laughing at my spelling lah. i know i’m lousy at spelling. but word got spell check wad.

anyway, a number of ppl also commented that i wasnt myself today.
they say i sound depressed.
no lah. not very very depressed lah. i’m just felt that i’m not in control of my life currently.
and that’s is bothering me quite a bit. plus i’m tired. i dun think i’m getting enough sleep.
(see lah… dare scold ppl for not sleeping. arent u the same?) but at least i know i’m not getting insomia. i just dun want to let myself sleep too early. dun ask me why. i dunno also. maybe i’m trying to stretch the amount of time i have each day. and that’s definitely taking a toll on me.

but watever lah. fuck.

dun ask me why the f word came out. it came into mind and i type it out. i know it sound bad. (and look bad too) but i just cant be bothered to filter it. the blog is my fraustration outlet anyway. (at least i din end it with a exclaimation mark.)

i think i’m really bothered with XX.
shit him.
and shit myself for the part of me that’s trying to be miss nice ger.
i dun understand…
how could anyone send a msg to ask if i’m angry with him,
just because i din sms him for like wad.. 2 days max??
wat the hell…
for no reason i sms u for wad?
u got ur life i got mine.
if u bloody hell want a sms so badly,
then u sms me first lah.
dun come and question me just for no reason.

i dun want to feel responsible for something that i dun even know i should be.
and i hate the part of my mind that constantly want to be the nice person all the times.
(i hate it that i’m constantly trying to be nice to everyone.)
and i definitely hate it that i try not to hurt anyone if possible all the times.
(no one will appreciate it ger. and u’re adding more trouble to urself. so dun be stupid.)
i am not obligated to be nice. shit u!

i dunno why
but today i suddenly sound like an angry teenager all of a sudden.
but as i type abt XX the anger suddenly built up.
seriously, i’m not angry with him at all.
he did nothing wrong anyway.
i think i’m just angry with something else and he happen to be the target around.
sorry.
but i cant help it.