心情极差

was watching tv late last nite when i saw the mtv of tanya’s song 如果你爱我
liked the chorus a lot.

如果你爱着我 而我也爱着你
结果还是有段跨不过的距离 这时离开还依然美丽

如果说我爱着你 而你却比较爱自己
我想那就不是我的问题 那不过是现代人的爱情

but felt that’s it’s really 悲哀 that 现代人的爱情不过是围绕着自己打转。
那些不顾一切付出的，就好像是傻瓜。

i guess all this thoughts came bcoz of wat i hear from my darling.
but thank God her boi talked to her again today. :)
felt extremely happy for her coz it lifted her up a lot.

and just nice as i was d/l tons of tanya’s song today.
i found another song which is nice and fitted nicely!
BEAUTIFUL LOVE!
and this part fitted the mood.

Love's beautiful so beautiful
我失去过 更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我 被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手 不要放手 永远守护我
Love's beautiful so beautiful
我很快乐 你会了解我
我不会再哭泣 是因为我相信
我们勇敢的爱着 每秒钟 都能证明 一生的美丽
Love's beautiful so beautiful

 

but that sorts of ended the good part of my day.
here comes the lousy part.

I NOW OFFICIALLY HATE DRIVING.

i wasnt even driving today but it got me really upset.
i simply cant be on the same car which either my mom or me is driving.

i totally hate her driving style and she’s always interrupting my driving.

dun understand what’s there to be so angry abt.
what’s wrong with giving way to others?
and why does she have to hold on to that angry-ness so long.

i did not agree with the lousy cabby actions too!
but so wat abt it?
that person already got what he wanted and u already gave way to him
then move on!

what’s there to be angry abt?
and what more,
just becoz u cant scold that cabby,
divert the attention and be angry with me for not supporting u.

what do u want me to do?
u jolly well knows that i always treat these matters lightly.
if ppl want it their way,
Fine, i’ll just let them have it their way.
so obviously i wont be scolding that cabby behind his back bcoz i dun see the point to!

and if that’s the kind of support u want,
seriously, i dun ever want to sit in ur car again.

makes me dun even feel like driving anymore.

totally upset and disappointed.