what do u want?

do u want silent care and concern?

or do u want loud and showy care?

one u have to sense. the other is outright straight at ur face.

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THANK YOU COUSIN!

cousin touched me by buying the 几米’s card pouch for me. :)
she knew i love his artwork and she actually eyed them for 6mths!
W.O.W

so now i got this very relax scene.
a little boy lying back on the grass with the moon. :)
and it’s GREEN!!!  weeee~~~

:D
Thanks cousin!!!~

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I’m now reading this book ‘iWoz’ by steve wozniak.

he’s really such a smart guy and his ideas really amazed and inspires me quite a fair bit.
hahahah…

but some parts of the book is so technical and geeky in computer terms that i dun really understand lah. :P
coz i dun really know how signals and how those components work.

but it’s ok. i still enjoy the book just as much. :D

Thanks yishan dear for lending the book to me. :D

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this wk had kind of been a physical tiring wk for me.

2 times on board.
1 badminton session.
1 yoga class.
1 long hike.

i was totally spent by the time i finished the hike last evening with uncle robson.
had a really bad headache by the time i’m on the way home.
(for ppl who knows me well, u all shld know that i nv get such headaches.)

but it’s my fault for walking in the rain without the umbrella lah. :P

was debating within myself if i shld wash my hair coz i knew i wld drop dead on the bed after bath and it’s bad to sleep with wet hair. but then we always hear that we shld always wash our head after walking in the rain without cover.

so…
i did wash my hair. (cant take it going to sleep with dirty hair too. :P)

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anyway, i was really having such a bad headache that all i want to do is to go home and sleep.

and yet there’s someone who complained that waiting for my sms reply is like waiting for durian to drop.
GRRR….

it got me really heated up so i shot back that i’m having a bad headache loh.
(as usual, ppl who knows me well shld know that i dun complain abt such things. whether i’m having stomachache, dizziness, vomiting, etc. i keep it to myself.)
but last nite was really too much lah.

that managed to shut the person up for the nite.

but.. like all tcs drama, story cannot end like that mah.

i got a call at freaking 830 in the morning!
ARGHHHHHHH….

my usual sunday morning practise is to get wake up by the morning sunshine into my room and forcing my eyes to hurt.

and i was so close to that this morning. just another 1/2hr and i’ll be up.
but i had to be shocked to wake by the stupid call.
just to know if i’m feeling better.

thank you very much but i wld have felt much much MUCH better if i got my standard sleep.

GRRRRRR….

dun force me to wake up. my mood nv get too nice. HMPF!

nothing much. just crapping.

haven been writing for only 2 days and i felt like i haven written for wks..

:P hahaha…

no time to blog at nite. go home eat then sleep.
tempted to blog at work but bosses are always around.

but nice time now to blog coz:
1. nothing to do. (i just cant figure the new prog out.)
2. bosses not around. (office seem so empty.)

actually i also dunno what i really want to blog abt.
nothing much happen recently except that i’m constantly feeling tired.
but that’s really nothing coz it’s just bcoz i haven got good quality sleep.

oh! something great did happened yesterday! 

i went on board our team’s FPSO! finally! :D 
there’s too much things to see onboard.
and i cant really figure out what i dunno abt the vessel.
hahaha.. just had a great time see see look look.
my senior is really very nice to give me a guided tour. :D
when i dun have questions he will try to explain more. :)

but then i sort of realise that in our office there’s not much of a design to talk abt.
mostly provided by owners.
our main focus will be to churn out drawings.
no good or bad for that.
but i sort of expected something more. :P

nvm. just be happy and work happy can le! :D

had a funny car trip yesterday too.
i sweat more in the car then when i was onboard.
there’s really not enough space for 4person to squeeze behind a honda jazz!
especially not when it’s 3big guys and a ger.
and really i think my cousin is right.
why on earth am i, the ger, being squeezed behind????
i tot i shld be sitting in front?
somemore the uncle sitting in front is so much smaller in size compared to me. :(

but nvm lah. training for my legs loh.
lucky the trip is short. i dun think i can stand in the car in such weird position for more than 10min. :P

anyway, there’s this important thank you i want to say. :)

THANK YOU UNCLE ROBSON AND NOV FOR THE ADVANCE BIRTHDAY PRESENT! :D

i love the bag lots! :D
and my mom too! hahahaha…

too bad nov u’ll be away on my birthday. else i can treat u to a good dinner loh. :(
but HAVE FUN IN TAIWAN!!! :D

i’ve sort of run out of things to say already.
the office is so quiet that it’s almost scary.
i wonder what the ppl are doing behind their partition. ;P

hmmm… maybe it’s time for me to take a toilet break. hahahaha… :D

sorry gers…

Sorry jingwei for flying u gers aeroplane.

something happened at home and i had to rush back.

thank god it’s now sort of settled.

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i’ve officially missed both fireworks show.
as i’m writing this post,
it’s going ‘pong pong pong’ outside.

yes. i can hear it.
but i cannot see it.

:(  

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i did try asking around.
but i din ask u.

not bcoz i’m scared of the mosquitoes.
but i was hoping that u’ll be the one asking instead.

as usual and as expected.
without surprise.

it’s heard but not seen.

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i was combing my hair today and i found

a strand 1/4 white!

i’m really getting old le ba.

just now a fren just tell me dun become the kind of women mentioned in pm lee’s rally.

coz 30plus guys wants 20plus gers only.

wahlau… make me stress loh.

maybe i shld just get myself married off.
since crazy person said i shld just get married to him.
(which i totally dont want to.)

mom kept telling me to go get a guy.
but where got so easy one?

i’m trying hard already. but no reaction.
like that how?

*bleah*

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i finally finish Randy Pausch’s “The LAST LECTURE”

dun really like the way the book is written.
but i cant exactly pinpoint what wrong also.

coz there’s actually quite inspiring in some parts.

the one i like the best:

” Brick walls are there for a reason. They give us chance to show how badly we want something. “

and the other one which he wants to tell his daughter.

” Watch what they do, not what they say. “

so i’ve come to the conclusion that,
if i dun get what i want,  it just meant that i din want it badly enough.
and that’s why i din try hard enough to get it. :(

and ppl really show what kind of person they are from what they do.
TALK… anyone can do it. even i can too! :P

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烟火 砰。。。砰。。。砰。。。
xxx  怦。。。怦。。。怦。。。

下雨 稀里哗啦
xxx  滴答滴答

Still a good day. :)

still quite a good day today. :)

mom cooked my fav. fried rice for breakfast today! :)
(but a bit too little. my stomach was growling by 930. :P)

hecked care abt my cough and ate the icing biscuits. :)
(it’s still fresh even though i only stapled close the package previously! see how dry my office is.)

the crazy person is still saying i love u.
(but i burst out laughing today. got scolded for not being serious enough. but… like i care.. hahahaha.. )

finally got to read 1specs on the incoming vessel. :)
(hahaha..i tot i’ll nv get to read them at all. but then the cost of reading is to work on staadpro again. I DUN WANTTTTTT…. )

boss wants me to go onboard our team’s FPSO. :)
(yeah!!!~ but then reason was becoz if our team manage to get another new proj, he wants to throw me in! woah…scary!!!!)

owner say hello to me! :)
(hahaha.. but the uncle behind me tot he was saying hello to other ppl. kept asking others if the owner was saying hello to them… damn funny! hahaha.. but i kept quiet. shhhh… )

boss says goodbye to me again! :)
(hahaha… i’m such a easily satisfied employee sia. boss better treasure me!)

get to see my pretty and cute tuition ger again! :)
(but her test results really…. cher really not a easy job…)

time to sleep!!!!
tml’s start of the fireworks show!!! but dun think i’ll get to watch…
nvm… still got sat! see how ba. :)

POSITIVE THINKING!
SMILE!

Good day.

today is a good day.

i felt better. :)
( coz i hibernate at 9 last nite. hahaha.. )

my boss say good bye to me for the first time. :)
( he always walk pass my seat when he goes back. but first time saying goodbye!!!)

accomplished my task for the other section and got complimented that i’m fast. :)
( actually i think i’m slow. but they say i fast then fast loh. :P)

someone said i love u to me.
( hahaha.. this’s totally out of the blue. but i dun mind it lah. quite a positive thing anyway.)

i finally read the details of the fireworks festival from the newspaper. :)
( not as if i’ll be watching it. but i like fireworks mah… so it’s good to know. :D)

ok.. i’ve run out of things to say already.

summary: 

it’s a good day.

CHEERS TO EVERYONE. :D