突然觉得连笑都累

it must be the pms mood.

feeling emo in office.
physically and mentally weak.

wants to go home. :(

重逢

没有像电影里的慢动作

就不过对望了一阵，就这样走了。

没有依依不舍，也没有什么别的表情。

突然发现应该是好久不见了，
我竟然忘了它长得是那个样子！

好陌生。。。

just another rant…

it’s not just me.
phew….

it’s surprising to know how ppl actually do take note.
can only say 要自保先要自爱

happy to find like minded ppl around.
happy to know that i’m not weird.

but of coz there’s always 2 sides of the coin.

we’re all just waiting to see how the story will unfold.

it’s kind of sad that we girls cant show how weak we are at work.

crying? no no no… it’s a taboo.
never ever show anyone that u’re crying.

first it stun ppl. then ppl start to think u’re weak.
it’s a vicious cycle.

so it’s not allowed at all.
or else do it only when u’re confirmed unseen by anyone.

so what that u cried in front of other ppl?
so what that u felt misunderstood?
so what that people are not showing u enough respect?

never ever cry in front of anyone at work.

u’ll be marked before u even start out.

anyway, nice moon out there tonite.
din know tml’s 15th till i was told.

but no matter what, just love the view outside my window.
bright and shinny moon.

pretty.

the ride home

it’s a pleasure watching a skillful driver drives a manual car.

the taxi ride tonight was sheer enjoyment.
the uncle amaze me with his smooth change of gears.
and it’s one of the rare chance that i felt really safe to be in a taxi.

no sudden jerks or E-brakes.

just plain smooth ride.

Nice…

i would have fallen asleep if i didnt have to direct the uncle the way back to my place. :)

-happy bcoz it was just so enjoyable-